"Do you want to know what my problem is? I will tell you what my problem is…
i love you. I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love the sound of your laugh, i love the way you get mad, i love the way i dont understand you at all. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love how when you touch me I get weak, thats my problem..."
You want me to be happy, but i can't be happy. The thing that makes me happy, the thing that i need to be happy, doesn't need me. Therefore i'm left sad, and i'll always be sad until the light of my life comes back. If that's soon or never, that's going to decide whether i'm going to be happy one day or not. YOU make me happy. So how do you expect me to be happy without you?
< YOU are what i want, so how do you expect me to move on away from you? I know you don't need me, you know that too. BUT, i need you and want you more than anything. So if you want me to be happy, you know what you'd have to do, but you don't want that, so you're screwed and stuck. You're stuck.. just like i am. You have to do what your heart wants, to get anywhere. I know what my heart wants, why can't yours make up it's mind? Waiting gets tiring, but i'll wait forever.
You know how many times i catch myself wanting to send this, actually typing it out, but not sending it. I'm so used to saying that i love you, because that's exactly what i do, i love you. I probably type this ten times a day, and have to erase the text... because that's not us anymore. That's what we were. Man, that's the first punch.. in the same spot, once again.."because the truth is if you love a person, IF YOU TRULY LOVE THEM, no matter how bad they hurt you, or how mad they make you, youll always take them back.."
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