Anger races inside me.

This is my best friend Meagan Perkins. Probably the most pure and innocent person to walk the earth. Lately though, her boy track hasn't been so great. She tends to fall for the ones who are only out to hurt her. I'm not one who can just accept when a guy hurts my friend and i always put my two cents in. This time is completely different only because this is not the first time this lowlife has ruined her. He's cheated on her multiple times, and she's let him in over and over again, but i'm pretty fed up with it. I'm tired of thinking "Oh he'll change this time" along with Meagan. The anger that i have towards him is unbearable. I don't want to see her break one more fucking time because of this no good asshole that isn't getting anywhere in life, smoking weed, drinking, and having sex with anyone who will give it too him. As i've told him many times and i'm sure i've made my point, He does not deserve her because she is way too good. She tried way to hard for someone who won't even give her the time of day. I mean, he won't change for her. He won't even try. He blames her for his guilt, so why is she still giving him her heart? Hopefully she isn't anymore. I feel like her though, i tend to want him to do better in his life, but he won't, so this is where we all give up. Meagan Nicole, i love you so much and you deserve so much better, i've always told you this, but maybe this time you will actually listen to me, since i'm ALWAYS, well almost 99% of the time, right (;

This bitch will never fool us again.

If I Run, Will You Run After Me?: dklfj

If I Run, Will You Run After Me?: dklfj: "dklfj"

sighhhhhhhh

These words are caught in my throat and they won't come out. They'll never come out. I just guess i got to only hope that you really truly honestly love me.

life's only good, when you're in it.

On April 28, 2011, Bryce Monteaux and I will make four years since we first started dating back in 2007. We have been through so much since then. Many things have happened that have made us both stronger. He is such a huge part of my life and i don't know what i would do without him. He is not only my boyfriend, but he is my best friend too. I'm glad we've made it through all the hard times, because I wouldn't want to be here today with anyone else.

I can't wait to spend the rest of my life, with you by my side (: I love you so much Bryce Jon Monteaux, words can't explain.

you're back.

and i'm happy.
(:







yayayyayayayayayayayayayay.

I'm happy & my arms are open for you.

Today was a really good day. By the way boy, i miss you like crazy. Even today (:

35 days till the avenged sevenfold concert with Bryce. Ah, i'm excited!
Oh & 30 school days left till i'm officially a senior & 21 school days left until the seniors of 2011 are GONE! Only 21 more days of misery! :)

I've never been so happy, at least this is the closest to "happy" that i can get without you here.

Real love is known to take it's time.
So take your time, just come back for me one day..

You have a girlfriend.

So don't tell me that you're still in love with me, that you miss me, and that you just want to be with me. Don't tell me i ruin your night because you miss me, love me, want me. etc.

I don't think she would like that very much.

I miss you, and i love you and until you come around... i'll be here.

"I can't wait forever for you. Sooner or later, you're gonna come around. You'll be sorry when you figure out that I was always everything that you needed. Sooner or later, you're gonna wish you had me. Yeah you're gonna wish you had me. Well she don't do nothing for you, but mess you up. Yeah she messes you up. I'm your shoulder, I'm the quick drive over, trying to fix your stuff. Well I give up."