You're better than drugs.

"Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you on these empty nights
Calm the ache, stop the shakes
You clear my mind
You're my escape
From this messed up place
'Cause you let me forget
You numb my pain"

I love my boyfriend more than life itself.

So, today i was sick. This morning i felt terrible. I just wanted to curl up into a ball and die. After a while i felt better and i went visit my long lost friend Kayla. At first Kayla, Alyssa, and I talked for a long time. Then we went all over the world, then back to her house. We have to hang out again.

I want to pierce my lip so bad and soon. If my mom doesn't let me i'm going to be pissed. Maybe i can get Megan to talk her into it, just in case :) Everyone's getting there's and i'm jealous. I'm on the verge of just doing it myself. It'd be easier and besides as long as i can feel the pain, i don't have to worry about it. I'm scared to go and get it done though. Ouch.

MEGAN VICTORIA BOBO LATTERO.
You need to come home soon. I miss you so much and i need to talk to you so bad. Really, you keep saying that I have a lot of people i can talk to, but i don't. At lease, i don't have any friends that i can trust with my heart. Bryce doesn't count either :p I hope you come home within the next two weeks. I definitely need a girl's day! i love you!

I think i'm out for the night, <3