Everyone knows we're not the best friends we used to be anymore. Everyone would always tell me they would love to have a relationship with their best friend like us.
I can't tell you the last time we hung out together, and i can't even tell you the last time we had a conversation. I can't even tell you what's been going on in her life, and i'm sure she can't tell you what's going on in mine. I don't call that a "best friend" relationship that i'd want. I don't even think that's how best friends act toward each other. I'm not going to lie to you, i miss having someone there all the time to listen to you complain. I miss having someone there to tell all the stupid stories to, to spill drama to, to gossip with, and everything else that i don't do anymore. I do have my few friends that i hang out with all the time, but not ones that i can sit there for hours and do nothing and not be bored out of my mind. But really, i can tell you that i don't miss being put aside for a boy or having everyone judge me because of my best friend.
Everyone always ask me why we barely talk anymore, or if we even still do. I usually say i don't know anymore. It started when she started seeing Josh and then i forgave her for whatever, then she did it again with Jonathon and i pretty much gave up on it. I don't even try to talk to her anymore, and i don't even try to hang out with her anymore, because i just figured if she really didn't want to lose me as a friend she would try, :)
It's kind of upsetting after like three years, but i'm still a happy little person (:
Oh, and i made a cute little header for my blog today(: I like it! Yay for photoshop skills.
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