Holding in our breaths while we touch

"She won't kiss and tell, but this isn't hell
She got that name, it all seems like a game
How she is so well, I won't call this hell
If I had to guess, I'd say
we have a mess you could sell"

Yesterday, i went to Meagan's house for a swim with a bunch of my friends, since it's summer(; It was the first time in a long time that I've actually had some real fun. In fact, i'm going back today, but this time Blake Arceneaux is coming so it should be really interesting.
I finally hung out with my best friend, for the first time since probably the end of March. That's a long time ago. I think of the "things happen, people change" quote when that's brought up. Bryce, Joey, Jessica, and I sat in Meagan's driveway and talked about the most random things until two in the morning. It was a flashback of the older days, before high school screwed up life. I never would have thought high school could split up friendships, until it actually happened. You know how when you think "Oh my god, that would NEVER happen to me!" and you actually believe that it would never happen, until it does. Things that happen like that change people. It could change a person for the better, usually it does, but some people travel down the wrong path. The path that more people tend to follow. I see high school as the "devil" -an extremely great and wicked evil. High school ruins so much for kids, few of them can't even make it out and the ones that do, want to run back. It sets you up for judgment, strong judgment from people who are suppose to be your peers. Backstabbers, liars, sluts, whores, bitches, preps, studs, pimps, punks, emos, scene, jocks, normals, clowns, jokes, assholes, jerks, two-faces, stuck ups, and so on. At my school people would call me: Slut, Bitch, Prep, or Stuck-up. I'm not calling myself that, but people have called me that. You have to deal with rumors, for example, the last one i heard about me. "Lauren's Pregnant." When the rumor was going around, i was a virgin. I was pretty shocked. I remember how excited i was whenever i was going to my first year in high school. I was happy to be in the "big school" and now i can't wait to get out. I'm trapped in a jail based on learning. A jail of hell. Anyways, now i believe that high school changes a lot of different things.

Megan Lattero comes home in four days. I miss you. I know you have a lot going on right now, and i know today's the day :( but i love you so much and i'm always here for you if you need someone, even if you are thousands of miles away for the next few days, you can call me anytime and i don't care if you call me or IM me at three in the morning, you need me, you call me(: You are the strongest person i know and you are one of the best people in this world. You deserve the best. I love youuuu<3

I did another header for my blog. Photoshop, i love you(: