I have the life everyone wants. The boyfriend, the friends, the parents, the money, the looks, the brain. Somehow, i've managed to have a better life that most people, and yet i'm still depressed as ever.
I'm going to start with the boyfriend. Bryce Monteaux and I have been back together as a couple for almost seven months since the breakup in February 2009. Things were amazing in the beginning, and now they are just weird. We don't hang out much, we don't talk much, and we don't do anything much. It's a set up for a DISASTER, but i tell people it's the relationship anyone could ever dream of. I miss him, i miss how it used to be and i hate how it's so much different now.
My friends. They're good. I don't see my best friend often, but better than nothing. I hang out with Meagan and Tori all the time. Meagan comes home from Hawaii sooon then we're heading to Destin!
My parents. They're always fighting. ALWAYS. My dad leaves in a week or so to pull straight time for two months... can you tell times are bad? I mean he's been home for like 4-5-6 weeks and it's time for him to go back to work, but two months is a long time without a dad.
The money. There is none. My family is broke. End of story.
The looks. I must be attractive to have people fake me online. To have people want to be me all the time and to have black freaks whistling at me in the mall and saying shit they shouldn't say. But, i don't take that for granted. I'm glad I don't look like i used to. I'm glad i got better looking, but seriously, i don't think i'm the best looking person around.
The brain. Screw school. Screw being smart.
I need a life. A real life.
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Our lifes sounds a lot alike!
ReplyDeleteI wish things between me and Christian were like they were when we were dating.
I have no friends.
My parents are also broke, although me & Christian aren't. We've just got a expensive car to pay off and quite a bit of debt. Bleh.
Andddd I want to look like I did before I had Hailey :( Or even after when she was a baby.