Alright.
I cried, like cried my heart out, for the first time since i've found out he started dating someone else. I've never cried like that before. It just felt like there was nothing anymore. Felt like i've lost everything i've tried to keep. Felt like nothing mattered anymore. Felt nothing. I can't get him out of my head. I just can't. Acting like i don't care, is not possible anymore. Not when i feel like i'm dying inside, not when i feel like i'm losing a part of myself. I really hope things will get easier when he leaves for college.
How long does it take to fall out of love? Why is it so easy for him? -.-
I can't do this.
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