If I Run, Will You Run After Me?: dklfj

If I Run, Will You Run After Me?: dklfj: "dklfj"

sighhhhhhhh

These words are caught in my throat and they won't come out. They'll never come out. I just guess i got to only hope that you really truly honestly love me.

life's only good, when you're in it.

On April 28, 2011, Bryce Monteaux and I will make four years since we first started dating back in 2007. We have been through so much since then. Many things have happened that have made us both stronger. He is such a huge part of my life and i don't know what i would do without him. He is not only my boyfriend, but he is my best friend too. I'm glad we've made it through all the hard times, because I wouldn't want to be here today with anyone else.

I can't wait to spend the rest of my life, with you by my side (: I love you so much Bryce Jon Monteaux, words can't explain.

you're back.

and i'm happy.
(:







yayayyayayayayayayayayayay.

I'm happy & my arms are open for you.

Today was a really good day. By the way boy, i miss you like crazy. Even today (:

35 days till the avenged sevenfold concert with Bryce. Ah, i'm excited!
Oh & 30 school days left till i'm officially a senior & 21 school days left until the seniors of 2011 are GONE! Only 21 more days of misery! :)

I've never been so happy, at least this is the closest to "happy" that i can get without you here.

Real love is known to take it's time.
So take your time, just come back for me one day..

You have a girlfriend.

So don't tell me that you're still in love with me, that you miss me, and that you just want to be with me. Don't tell me i ruin your night because you miss me, love me, want me. etc.

I don't think she would like that very much.

I miss you, and i love you and until you come around... i'll be here.

"I can't wait forever for you. Sooner or later, you're gonna come around. You'll be sorry when you figure out that I was always everything that you needed. Sooner or later, you're gonna wish you had me. Yeah you're gonna wish you had me. Well she don't do nothing for you, but mess you up. Yeah she messes you up. I'm your shoulder, I'm the quick drive over, trying to fix your stuff. Well I give up."

on to the next oneeee

I finally spent a night with a guy, that got my mind off of Bryce. Holy shit. More progress :)